Depressed too over money situation. Ate a trigger food this afternoon,threw it up. Usually do not purge via vomiting. I tried a lot in college, never could do it well except for this one food...argh...

Panicky this evening. Took low dose Seroquel, no help. Hand hurts. Daughter delaying her homework makes me anxious because she needs help with studying her spelling words, always so stressful. H fell asleep, delaying dinner. I will serve it at 6 I guess, wake him though he likes to shower before dinner. Feel the whole evening is going off the rails, just not good...I hate schedule changes so much.