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Originally Posted by waterknob1234
Hi, just so glad to hear from you. don't worry about bogarting my thread. I think about the time I started this thread I was grieving for my dog. Then I thought of my parents, they passed away 9 years ago but I still miss them, especially my mom. So many wonderful people I love have passed away. Being on your own terms is liberating, but very lonely.
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The sad thing for me is that both my parents are deceased and I never cared for either of them.. and neither cared much for me. At age 18 I was thrown out of the house and I never returned.. I have 2 Cats, Meenu and Maggie and they take really good care of me, if I lost either of them I would likely lose what ever grip I have on life and probably go off the very deep end.. My babies are everything to me and they bring so much joy to my life.. but it is still not the same as having a human being to connect to ya know.. I haven't done any posting on any kind of forum in about 12 years actively.. I might be posting more and coming back to attempting at some kind of socializing.. But I really suck at it in the long run.. People either love me to death, or hate my very existence because all I just don't have a filter.. I am BRUTALLY honest.. Most people are insecure and when they ask you how your doing, they are really looking for that person to say something nice so THEY feel better about themselves.. If you ask me how I'm feeling, stand back.. You might be here for a while.. It has made having friendships very difficult..