Yeah the only problem with writing a letter to 24 is that I've already written an entire paragraph about J and apologizing for leaving her and explaining that I just had to leave her before she could leave me and how much it hurt. It's like being in touch with my 24 year old self is making me feel those feelings for J all over again. I'm going to start bawling pretty soon if I keep writing. damn it. damn it!! It's probably a good thing that I lost touch with J because I really, really wish I could talk to her right now. So much. We chatted very briefly on facebook a couple years ago but she said she isn't on there much and I've never seen her on there again.