okay so i am having a sort of emotional day...i guess all the stress of whats been going on is getting to me....heres the thing..its really tough living with my mom bcuz she puts all this( my issues i mean) on my shoulders as if i'm doing what i do on purpose... then she gets mad at me...she says "why do you cut?" and i explain. then she says"well you can stop now" as if it will stop overnight. she doesnt understand and refuses to keep an open mind. she believes that i can make it stop, but i can't......its an impulse when i get angry...its just hard...that's all...thanks for listening....idk wat i'd do without you PC!!!!