I'm tired of living a lie. I'm blowing off steam I am not going to do anything stoopid I am not dumb even though I am acting like I am I am sorry couchies so ****ing sorry you are seeing thus tonite I am not dumb don't worry I know where my room is I don't have to drive h is here somewhere I Am acting out yes is am blowing off a lotta steam yes is m tired I am so tired of pretwndibg I am something else so excuse me for not being perfect I am doing the beat that I can here god hasn't anybody you gone thru tjus I can't imagine you are all perfect no one is perfect oh ****.