It finally occurred to me to get on an anti-depressant. I've been feeling so desperate lately with a very unhealthy lifestyle of oversleeping and overeating and inactivity. I feel a little better knowing i have a plan to improve things. Now just to wait for Monday to call in for an appointment. I figure, sheesh, i do have bipolar -- i might as well try all the treatment options that are available to me. Here's to feeling better!

Wildflower: Thanks for the support! I have considered meetups but like you i have too much anxiety to pursue them. Hopefully that'll change with better meds.