H and dad are fighting about finances again. My H is being selfish. He got his model 3 Tesla, and I got approved for a loan for solar for our house. We are hurting for money because H just can't seem to get a job. Anyways, H wants to get solar over me doing IVF We still might have to move on top of everything. H wanted to move 2 states away! He wanted me to take a plane twice a month to see my T... He wants to sell my car, sell some furniture, etc. I'm so depressed. I want to cry, but I can't. Both H and dad won't let me be to cry. They always want to fix things. I'm just emotionally tired.