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Originally Posted by ArtieSwimsOn
I wouldn't curse, I would just start crying whenever I tried to tell L about my feelings for her and couldn't ever do it. I guess she finally got tired of waiting for me to tell her so she told me what she already knew in June. Heh. Glad that particular cat is outta the bag, though. It does make it easier to talk about everything ELSE under the sun once it's out there....
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Oh, I was doing plenty of crying along with the cursing. And some hiding my face. I eventually realized I just had to tell him because he was trying to figure out what I was so afraid to share with him. At one point he was like, "I assume it's not that you want to kill your H." Which did make me laugh.
I think it does help having it out there. Like you said, it should be easier to talk about everything else now that it's out there. Because now I don't feel like I have this big secret from him. Like I was saying yesterday, I kept being afraid he could tell, that he'd figure it out. And then that would be it for the relationship. And I said I'd tried hard not to let myself feel it at all, but failed. But now I can stop fighting against it, and we can just move forward and work on other things.