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Usagizzz · Sep 29, 2018, 10:40 AM

On the month of February, I heard unknown voices calling my name. During that time, I was incredibly miserable and lonely. I just wanted someone to talk to. I let it increase... (worst mistake I've ever made)

It rose and I was annoyed by it. I couldn't go to a therapist ( because the nearest one was extremely far away). The 'first stage' happened in two - three weeks.

The second stage lasted for 2 weeks too... I felt like I was touched by some invisible man.

Finally, it happened.

Possible trigger:

I was in my room, reading. I heard voices calling me. I didn't want to hear it, so I just plugged in some earbuds. ( looking back, since the voices came from inside of me, the earbuds cannot stop it).

Then, for a split second, I saw a woman. I couldn't see her face. She seemed to be wearing white and had some black hair. I jumped from my seat and panicked. I calmed down.

The second time it happened, I was sleeping. There were two beds in the room. I was sleeping. I heard the voices.

Suddenly, a black creature jumped on the other bed. I panicked again.

I tried to stop it by believing it doesn't exist. I tried that and it somehow worked. Sure, after that, I still heard it but I managed to suppress it. After a few months, I no longer heard it.

Also, I've noticed that:

Possible trigger:

1. It increased when I had to go to the bathroom.
2. It increased when I was lonely and sad.

I was not diagnosed with anything during that time.

What could this mean?