So, I haven't been completely diagnosed but my phych dr is leaning towards Bipolar 2...

I have a strong family history of Bipolar and depression.

But how do you deal?!?

I pace, my anxiety is through the roof and I feel like I move slow motion. Depression is horrible and I feel as I no one understands and its hard to really convey how I feel. I don't have energy and don't sleep. I have been tried on multiple medications and it seems I just keep having the horrible side effects.
Currently I am Latuda and Propranolol.... any advice or good stories with these?

I just need to know how to deal, how to get up and play with my toddler, go to work and be a good employee.