Still irritated I’m still having stupid side effects from the uppage of dose, either that or I have developed some kind of ulcer. The boyfriend keeps telling me I need to go see the doc, but I am honestly sick of seeing him even though he’s the only one that has ever properly listened. I’m just sick of constant medication changes, I’ve yet to find one that truly does work for me.

Worst of all a local hospital partnered with the psych office I’ve been wanting to go to, so now it’s no longer a matter of insurance since this place does accept my insurance. I should be happy that maybe now I could have a pdoc, but at the same time I’m reminded of the terrible pdoc I saw that couldn’t even give me a diagnosis and shoved Latuda in my face, which I had a terrible reaction too, and she couldn’t be bothered to care. I’m afraid they are all like this minus the wonderful family doc who bothered to care about the reaction.

So I guess still in the same irritated depressed state, sorry for the long reply.

Thank’s you guys