OK then.. I can see that you have definitely been down the thought path before and have found some really good counterpoints.

I don't want to emotionally explode either but I'm afraid that if more layers get peel away an explosion will likely occur no matter how carefully the peeling is done.

Mouse, I just see that we have a few things in common.. and honestly what you are going through right now, is something that I really fear. Part of me just does not want to risk going there, even if all my fear is groundless and not based in logic.