Went out tonight with my 1 year old and went shopping and grocery shopping. Ended up being gone almost 3 hours. My father gave me his $50 in Kohls cash to buy football shirts for 2 of my kids but couldn't find anything I liked. So instead I used it to buy myself some stuff for myself as a birthday present and some pjs for my girls to put up for Christmas. Trying to keep myself busy and preoccupied so my mind doesn't run wild.