You know, I feel the same with my family at the moment. Too much is going on with everyone. I tell my mom some things, enough to make her think I'm talking about my issues. Truthfully, I don't tell her the things that are really eating at me. None of my family know that I'm suicidal again (though it's more passive than it was before). I'm even having a hard time talking on here and it's my only real outlet to get this stuff out. What I'm saying is I'm a hypocrite who just wants to make sure you get help.