In this case, can the endpoint of depression for you is this what appears to be (hypo)mania? Giung from a sui attempt righ directly into mania I am sure has happened to others. I am not saying that this kind of mania would get you in trouble, but I would be very careful. Just because you feel “great” does not mean you are in a good place mentally. Please do not let your current state of mind help delude you into thinking otherwise.