I don't want to go to group therapy in several hours because yesterday, I came out about having DID. Now I feel like everyone thinks I'm too crazy or too weird or is gonna be talking about me... it's 4am and I haven't slept yet... but I don't want to worry the leader either, cuz I had mentioned su stuff too so if I don't show she'll call and it'll be this whole big thing. And I think I'm seeing the pdoc today, or supposed to or something... I need to go but I don't want to go cuz I feel like I shouldn't have said it and now I can't take it back...