So, I haven't been around much. I am having serious issues with anxiety(for sure) and depression(slightly, maybe). I see my therapist on Oct 16. I am on a search for a pdoc but not having much luck finding one I can afford without insurance. I thought I had found one but the rates are changing next month and it would cost prohibitive depending on how long the doc wants to see me. I am waiting on some replies from my therapist and a lady my mom knows to see who they refer to. This is so ridiculous. I can't stand being back in this crap again. I hate doctors and avoid them at all costs but I am at a point where functioning is getting difficult.