Crook32. We are here and care about each other, which definitely includes you.

I hope your therapist didn't directly say she wants you to stop bothering her. Might she have just felt that she can't provide enough support for you throughout the day or week that you need? She may have many clients who need her. I imagine many therapists wish they could give more to all of their clients, but time and need to step away in free time is necessary for them, as well. The bigger the support system a person has the better. I know, and wish my support system was larger, too.

If you really think your therapist is unfairly blowing you off, consider finding someone else. Or might I be right about my theory above?

I'm glad your therapist warned your psychiatrist about the gun. I'm guessing you're not thinking about it for duck hunting.