I'm feeling a little down.

I've been so agitated recently that the agitation is starting to wear me out.

I used to want to do a billion things and I had a billion ideas, and now... I just want to sleep. I was already agitated before and I'm still just as agitated, but now I feel hopeless because it won't go away. I wanted to do a billion things until I became so agitated that I didn't want to do them. I had a billion ideas until I became so agitated that I didn't like them.

Sleeping is my only escape from the agitation. I'm pretty sure my Lamictal has failed me. It's the only thing that's ever worked for me agitation wise, besides Seroquel. I don't want to go on any other mood stabilizer because of their known side effects, and I HATE seroquel, the only antipsychotic that's helped with my agitation. I have the worst side effects from Seroquel.