I do see my psychiatrist tomorrow morning, but I never want to be too upfront with her, because then she'll want to see me again soon. Not only can I not afford that, but it's never provided any benefit, either. So I'm basically just funding appointments to cover my psychiatrist's ***.

I'm going to try being honest tomorrow, but if she says she wants to see me next week or in 2 weeks, we're going to have a problem. She's already pushing it by making me come for a half hour appointment (I have to pay $25 + 20%) instead of a 15 minute one.