I too have a terrible cold. ‘‘Tis the season, I guess.

I’m starting my job tomorrow but it is bittersweet. I went to take the drug test on Monday and it came back positive for PCP! It’s impossible, I’ve never done any drugs except marijuana like twelve years ago. Now it’s being sent to the lab to verify the results. The dr said that as long as I’m not on drugs, the lab should verify that it was a false positive but what if it doesn’t? Then I’m unemployed again. For no reason! So I am very nervous. I have to wait five days for the results. At least they said I could still start.

I’m praying and hoping the results come back negative. They HAVE to, I’m not on any drugs! The only thing I can think of is one of my psych meds created a false positive but I’ve never heard of anything I’m on creating a false positive for PCP. So I don’t think that’s the case. Oh my god I’m so anxious!

Otherwise I am excited to start tomorrow, as long as I feel better. I stayed in bed today and ate some soup. My mom watched my son for me so I could rest. It’s days like these that I’m grateful I live with her.