Wow... you really have a gift for writing. Maybe you can show your T some of it? I bet that would really help both of you.

I feel the same way. My depression has gotten the better of me lately. I feel like a lot of the stuff I do is for everyone else, and I resent it. But I don't feel like I have much of a choice, because it's not gonna get done unless I do it. Hubby doesn't do a lot of helping, so I'm left with cleaning, running errands, etc. But what really helps me is that at the end of the day, I actually can count off all the constructive things I did regardless of how depressed I felt. It really helps with my guilt complex.

Hang in there. You're not alone.