I lived 1 hr 20 mins from my husband when we first met. I struggled a lot between my sexual desires and my spirituality. We would have sex all day when we would see each other, then I would feel super guilty and refuse to have sex for a month, then turn into a sex crazed animal and give in all over again. It was the hardest thing ever. I'm thankful for him and I'm thankful for my marriage. It saved me, from myself and possibly a shameful life.

And one thing when it comes to spirituality, its never too late, you can always be forgiven. I commend what you're doing now, even if you slip up from time to time. I personally know how hard it can be.