I wonder whether choosing a completely different clinic wouldn't be best for you. Because otherwise you will constantly run into your therapist, which is a terrible idea and won't help you move on. Could you find a therapist outside of the clinic where your ex therapist works? In my experience, a clean break is the only thing that helps. Time as well. As for her looking away, I would interpret that differently: she totally overreacted and maybe she feels she acted stupidly? Of course she won't go back on her decision because that would make her look foolish but something to consider. I still think she behaved wrongly, not you.