Cyran0,
I don't have any answers and you knew I wouldn't. If you figure out how to get to the other side of nowhere let me know.
It's difficult when we come to that point in our lives where we realize that accomplishing the ideals of our youth did not bring us happiness. We are filled with emptiness and a feeling that there has to be more instead.
I can't speak to the children, sex, family relationships but that vast view of emptiness on the horizon I know all to well
Know that we care