For a while I kinda denied having any amnesia associated with DID but then I realized I wasn't entirely sure what that meant. I know what I experience and remember, but I don't know if that's typically what is meant by dissociative amnesia, if anyone else gets it, or I just have a really bad memory.
So I guess I'll describe what I experience and see if anyone can make sense of it.
I'm pretty sure I'm aware of what's going regardless of who's fronting, I'm gonna guess and say it's the same for all of us. Ask someone else themselves, I'm clueless. And generally when we switch to me I just go about doing whatever I was doing before, or finish what someone else was doing, or move on to what I need to do next. So I don't really think much of it at that point. We usually all know who is out and when and sometimes how long they're out. Yet not too long after I stop and think. Then it's a whole lot of wait...when did I do that? Did I do that? When did that happen? What happened to the last couple hours?
I don't really loose days at a time it's usually just somewhere between a few minutes and a few hours. So I guess it, what ever it is, isn't too bad. But you know it's rather confusing wondering why I took something off. Did I just do it absentmindedly or did someone else do it without my knowledge. I happen to know Beyond will take off socks,( he has something against socks) But I kinda of know that's him.