I had a good first day at work but I found out my brother in law died today. He was in a horrific accident a week ago and just died today from complications. This, on top of my father in law’s terminal cancer, has devastated my husband’s side of the family. I know exactly what my BILs fiancé is going through. The funeral will be hard for me, especially if they hold it at the same place my husband’s was, which is entirely likely. But it won’t be nearly has hard for me as the rest of the family. I’m so saddened for them. How could they have this much loss in such a short amount of time? I feel terrible.

Still anxious about my drug test too.