Thanks both... there are many ways they don’t hear my concerns.
I feel like I have to psychoanalyse them rather than the other way round (t’s in the system in the uk

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I haven’t found one t in the uk who has an ability for active listening. Or even a t who doesn’t run me over in an attempt to ... assist in my recovery.
I’m sure they do exist.. somewhere. I don’t doubt that.
And I don’t blame myself for those t’s in that system who actually are much sicker than I am
But that still leaves me with the question... so yes I’m still wondering... is it a good idea, or not, to trust another t for more than ? Two sessions