My dad died some years ago. I’m not sure how many it has been. I cried for 3 days when he died. I didn’t really know the emotion I was feeling at that time, only an emptiness. Looking back, it was three days of tears for what I never had in relation to him as my dad.

After that, there have been no tears and I do not visit his burial place. I have been 2 times for specific purposes years ago.

My mom is in her 80s. I’m not sure what that will look like.