Thank you

I have and do try to open up here but despite fooling everyone that has ever met me into believing that I am a confident, outgoing, this is me like it or take a hike person. I over analysis everything and stuggle with self loathing. Probably why I am in the situation I am.

On a brighter note today when my partner was shouting down at me, telling me how I think I am perfect that I don't listen because I think I am too cleaver and all that I actually told him that if I listened to every thing that he says to me I'd have killed myself a long time ago. That actually shut him up