I am new here and excited but nervous at the same time.I am really in a dark place right now in my life and I feel so alone even though I have lots of family around me.I am tired of being the glue to keep everything going.Why can't someone ask what can we or I do for you? I am going through a lot and they see only the outside unaware of all that I feel I feel like I am drowning no matter how hard I fight back it overpowers me and there's nothing I can do about it.It's a constant battle and it's exhausting.Everything is an effort.I feel so isolated and find it difficult to talk to folks so I am glad I joined here.Sometimes getting out of bed or expressing myself is an achievement.