I have thought something must be wrong with me... because I don’t feel much of anything anymore with regard to my parents... There is a long history of problems that go back as far as I can remember.... my parents just argue with me... my mother insults me. I couldn’t take it anymore. We don’t talk... I grieved over it for years. I feel nothing anymore and can’t imagine that will change when they pass away... I’m sure they have always done and continue to do what they think is best... I often feel sad that my whole family situation is just a mess.... I’ve made my own share of mistakes too... We can’t control and fix everything though... ❤️