Hi all, im new to these forums. It has been a extremly long past 3 years, i have lost my godmother to cancer and she was strugling with it for those 3 years. Also I started college and my grade have not been the best due to that situation. I have been single and dateless in 2 years. My life seems so useless and im scared.I also am in debt with my schooling that i havent been attending due to feeling the way I do