I thought i was fine
i thought i was happy
i thought i was doing well
but i found myself lying on the grass outside
random thoughts running thru my head
of jumping off buildings and feeling free

what happened to me

when will this struggle end

i always find myself feeling down feeling depressed despite my attempts at moving on and being happy

life sucks


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i put the trigger but i guess i mite have been more graphic that whats allowed.. this is not a suicide not by any means but if mods and admin feel its too much you have my permission to delete