It sucks, I know. It stole my early & mid-twenties, my 30s and now I'm 40, still dealing with it.
I'm happy though that you are doing well now. That is great news 
But I do understand the anger & feeling of loss.
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Bipolar 1, PTSD, anorexia, panic disorder, ADHD
Seroquel, Cymbalta, propanolol, buspirone, Trazodone, gabapentin, lamotrigine, hydroxyzine,
There's a crack in everything. That is how the light gets in.
--Leonard Cohen
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