I am struggling again with being alone and isolated and it doesn't help that I have the common cold.I tried to find support in a group on facebook,I express concern at being alone and explained I have never had a partner and I want companionship.One nasty woman commented,like this,'Wow what a big thing to admit to wanting a partner,what would this person be called to you,'MY KING'.
I replies saying she didn't have to make such an overt dig at me and there was no need to be so nasty.I didn't say I wanted a partner I said I want companionship,and it was nasty to imply there was nothing more to me than wanting a man who I would look up to like he was King.I felt so humiliated and minimised being spoken to like that.I am not interested in comment from people who see this as not being intended to be demeaning cos I think I interpreted her tone and meaning quite accurately.She has stereotyped me as a desperate sado that craved a man with no idea of what a real relationship entailed and it was just plain nasty!I can't use facebook for support you get nastiness or two seconds comments and that's it.

I am still left isolated,I do get out and I do chat socially with others but I have no lasting friendships,sometimes I like that cos I get to keep my privacy and people can't comment on me and my life.But sometimes I need someone to bring home and share my sad times and happy times with but I get this needs discussing with my therapist.I have always preferred to be alone because I struggle with boundaries and being safe.Like on facebook I took the risk to be vulnerable and got hurt.I need to ask my therapist how to protect myself.