I grieve the end of my therapy and I constantly miss my therapist. What really confuses me is why I wasn´t given any termination sessions. It all seems so strange as every therapist knows how important the termination is.

I know my T didn´t want to end therapy but her supervisor and their organization put an end to it all when they found out my T had given me more sessions than she was allowed due to the organization policy.

I understand that was against the rules but what had it matter if they had given me like four sessions to terminate? It frustrates me that I don´t know if my actually T tried to get some termination sessions or if she just abided by what her supervisor decided.

I can´t understand how the supervisor could think an abrupt ending would be the right decision, if she at all thought about how I would feel. At the moment it just feels like everything that mattered was to prohibit my therapist to continue therapy with me.

Any thoughts about this?