So I have had a therapist once for 10 years and this new one for 6 months. They both suggested that perhaps I was molested and don't remember. Anyway, whenever they try to talk to me about that I get really uncomfortable. I start with this chatter in my head that says I dont want to be here, this isn't good etc. I dont feel like being in that moment it's so hard. If you didn't remember being abused would just the fact you feel all those emotions with mere mention of the possibility be proof enough to you something happened?