I need to say it to get it off my chest.

I am so angry that Bipolar stole all of my 30's - I was unstable, hadn't found the med combo that worked and was hospitalized several times. I spent my 30's trying to survive. It was messy and full of chaos. I only remember certain things about that time.

Now, I consider myself fairly stable. I'm in my early 40's and I can't stop being pissed off about losing my 30's. I am so mad that I missed out on 10 years of my life that it's interfering with my life now, so it's destroying my life NOW, too.

I need to get over it. I just need to get over it.