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I dont have any friends really available at all times to go with me. I did end up calling a friend yesterday before I headed home. It was a comfort to me.

My dad wont hear of doing much of anything thru a realtor. He doesnt want to sell the house. All his rentals are to be rented out even after he passes away. This will be an ongoing responsibility for me until my oldest sister turns 75. Dont ask me why its just how he wants it.I have 15 more years of this to go for that . He is a doit yourself type of person. Its hard. Its hard trying to keep things up like he would have. I want to quit but I dont know who would do it for him since none of my brothers and sisters even want to help him now. I'm just feeling lost in so many ways here. Thanks for your suggestions though . They are very good ones. Just not acceptable to my dad. I know better than to ask him. Take care~

Tryin