Just want to say thank you Rose for absolutly demolishing me mentally for that post of yours. I never asked for you to do that to me, I have not felt this defeated since I was in the back of a police car on the way to the suicide ward a few years ago. Especially this part "There is never a time when there isn't something she'ld rather be doing than being involved in some interaction with you.", but that entire post absolutly ruined me, had to hide it all day at work with everyone asking me what is wrong with me. I never asked for that **** and you sound like my father who constantly tells me to give up, you can't do it. I'm done with this place.