I have heard whispers off and on ... for a while ... could be just my ears ... could be noise too far away to be heard clearly ... Sunday very loud and very clear ... sharp deep voice ...

a while back a "billboard" reached out to me ...

today I was told I was just cussing away at the office ... no memory at all ... I thought I was happy ... being nice to everyone ...

I am seeing "evil" ...
I am hearing "evil" ...
I am speaking "evil" ...

I think I see the rabbit hole in my future ...

beginning to think maybe I should take the abilify he wants me to ...