I'm deathly afraid of going to group therapy. I'm in the closet about the BP stuff because I'm afraid of losing my job if/when people find out. My job is nice because I get to work from home anytime I want. Hell, I can work from home for an entire year without ever stepping in the office, if that's what I really wanted. But of course, it looks bad on you if you don't go into the office.

I don't blame you on the Risperdal, though. I wouldn't want lactation either!

I wish my voices and stuff went away. Sometimes I get hallucinations where things start moving around and warping. Like, things will spin in spirals and I will see things change shape. It's really weird.