You know-I was telling a family friend this-I honestly believe that had I not asked to go to the hospital (psych ward for feeling suicidal) when I was fifteen anything could have happened to me.

I was so neglected that the adults around me couldn't see how bad I was hurting. I was just lazy and all I did was eat, sleep, and watch t.v. They couldn't or wouldn't see that maybe I needed help. Sad.

Wow, after today, there's like an outpouring of hurt coming out of me. Thanks everyone for your support.