I thought I was moving forward. Last night I had one of "those" nightmares. It was a collection of all my fears that cause you to wake up at a 10, in a full sweat, heart racing, the whole show! It has been many many months. I thought I was moving forward, had things balanced and under control. Will this always be part of my life? It seems to be worse since it has been so long since I have dealt with the dreams. Just a mess right now.