thanks for the questions ((((((((Sky))))))))
I think I'm struggling with a people-pleasing problem, as my friend pointed out. Trying to integrate everyone elses belief into one cohesive "belief" in my hopes of being a better and more ecumenical person... turns out, that's a really bad idea. I'll just have to talk it out with God I suppose. Or scream. Or cry. We have such an interesting relationship...
Thank you so much for your support.