Thanks Mickey! You could be right. I am an introvert, but depending, I can sometimes be an ambivert (person with introverted AND extroverted qualities).

I haven't decided about hanging out with them again yet. But I don't have to decided today. The woman I met from Al Anon, texted me just now, and so it made me feel good.

I do wonder if the problem is me. Just a little. I think I need to find a way to be more secure, and also find SOME kind of social balance. I know that may not make sense, the social balance part. I think I'm just trying to say....I avoid groups too. Because I AM scared. New things scare me. I dunno. I'm tired of being analytical at the moment lol.

Edit: I also feel really guilty now! The woman I was going to walk with today, made a post about 4 hrs ago on Facebook and mentioned she was going for a walk later. She seemed excited. I did cancel with her so I feel guilty. What's my problem? Maybe I'm apathetic?

Edit part 2: I do think I spend a LOT of time on the computer, away from forming IRL relationships. Today I don't care. Lol. but sometimes I do care, and try setting limits for myself.....