I've tried tlkin 2 a friend, but since i've told him bout my self harming i've avoided tlking 2 him and wen i do i always say i'm fine and much better, even though i'm not. in fact i all my friends seem 2 think tht i'm fine and nothings wrong with me (coz i hide it and lie 2 them). but really i'm screwed up and confused as hell. sometimes i wish i was dead! but i never can get myself 2 make a deep enough cut on my wrist, tough i have come close. i nd help, but i dont kno where 2 get it! i've tried samaritans , ht dont work, i've tried my uni counselling but tht dont work!