Today me and my therapist had our second "phone session" after she abruptly had to end therapy with me. During therapy she acted in a careless way and gave me more sessions than she was allowed to within the organization where she works.


When her supervisor found out she ended our therapy, no termination period given. My therapist knew about the session limit from the beginning but kept going for nearly twice as many sessions. She fooled me to believe that we could continue, she opened up to new exercises, said "this and that many sessions aren´t that many" even though we had already exceeded the session limit. There were many more similar examples on this.

First I thought of writing her a letter about how I feel about all this, as a concluding letter but as I realise she will never care about it anyway or she´ll just say she´s sorry and nothing more I´m going to ghost her.

We scheduled another phone session but as it doesn´t ease the situation and the ending isn´t important to her I´ll just ignore calling her. I don´t expect her to call as I was the one calling her on the last two phone sessions.

I´ll never accept what she did to me and it´s just dishonest to have a phone session where I pretend we can end therapy on a positive note.