Rainbow,
This is Chris (Lolagrace), and I've opened up an account specifically because of what you are describing with your pain. Once I've gotten my first three posts approved and have the ability to PM you, I will. My husband has dealt with long-term neuropathic pain and I think I have some things to share with you. I just don't want to do it on the open forum. PM will be more appropriate. In the meantime, just know I'm thinking about you.